Aaron Porter Band

San Luis Obispo, CA

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Our Time

It is so easy, when writing a song on a controversial topic to take the simple party line, which usually comes across as judgmental and lacking love. Because life is not usually as cut and dry as our dogmas. When you add another human being into the mix, things get messy.

I wanted to write a song addressing the issue of abortion for some time but was unable to strike a balance between truth and love. Over the years I have developed friendships with leaders in two pro-life groups who have taught me a great deal about addressing this issue in conversation and hopefully the result of their tutelage is the lyrical content of this song.

The issue of abortion can certainly be argued from a Biblical perspective, but I find I am often in conversations with those for whom the Bible holds little or no relevance. Thus the issue must be approached from an entirely different angle.

For me, it is an issue of basic human rights. I can agree with every pro-choice advocate, that if a fetus in the womb is only some bit of flesh connected to the mother, then the mother can do what she pleases with it. I would not fight against her right to remove a mole. The question that haunts me is simply, when does one become a person? At whatever moment that fetus becomes a person, the right of a mother to dispose of it becomes immoral no matter what religion or world view you hold to.

When does one become a rights bearing entity on the planet earth? Some will argue that if a child is in the womb they are not yet a person, and yet location of residence holds no sway on anyone else’s right to live. Some say that a child in the womb is completely dependant on its mother and thus is not yet a “person”. But that child is no more able to take care of themselves when they are brought into the world than they were in the womb. They need absolute care and provision. The defenses for why it is acceptable to see a child in the womb as a lesser creature, not yet with its own set of rights, continue and yet with each one I see a strange double standard that does not apply to the rest of us.

I would hope that if there was any question as to the personhood of a child in the womb, we would take the safe tact and protect it, even if we are unsure. Why would we err on the side of that which could only be called murder if that child is a person.

This song is about the difficult journey a young woman takes in letting go of her rights for that of another human being who happens to be completely dependant on her.


“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you;” Jeremiah 1:5


Our Time


Sarah closes her eyes,

the flowers he gave her are wilting

It’s not that she was blind,

it’s just men are good at hurting


And she says, this is my time

She says, the choice is mine

The waiting room smells like magazines

The girl next to Sarah is crying

The distance between her name being called

And the doctor’s room is like dying

And she says, the choice is mine

She says, this is my time

And what do they know, with their picket signs

This is, my life

When do I begin to count?

When do I count to you?

When do I become me?

When am I me to you?

She says the choice is not mine

She says I have no right

For if you are, if you are a life

Then this is, our time

Me and you, this is our time