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San Luis Obispo, CA

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Fall On My Face

   Becoming too familiar with the Almighty is one of the first indicators that our view of God  is faulty.  Proverbs says that the “fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding” (Prov. 9:10).  Throughout scripture we see instances of mortals finding themselves a little closer to God than they might have wished.  Isaiah’s response was to curse himself (Isaiah 6:5), Samson’s father and Gideon feared instant death (Judges 6:22, 13:22).  Even the “beloved disciple” fell on his face in terror (Rev. 1:17).  The consistent lesson in scripture is that the presence of God drives man to his knees in fear and awe.

   We are driven to our knees because of the sin that stands in stark contrast to the one we have encountered.  This was Isaiah’s first reaction when he found himself in the presence of God.  That is the knowledge of the Holy One.  It is the simple understanding that God is separate and beyond me entirely.  That He is perfect and pure and I am not.  This causes me to fall before Him.

   Yet, He has raised us up from the pit.  He has redeemed us and cleansed us by the blood of His Son, so there is no longer any fear of judgment.  Not only has He forgiven our dark debt but has called us children as well (John 1:12).  This too weakens the knees of the pilgrim who enters into gracious communion with their Abba.  It wells up in us and we want to cry out, “I’m not worthy of such a gift, but please don’t send me away.”

   Fall On My Face is a song about position and posture.  It looks to God’s position in relation to us and our posture in response to Him.  I saw the phrase “sucking the rug” on a t-shirt years ago at a winter youth camp and it struck me as being humorously appropriate.  Kneeling before God seems to have entirely too much dignity.  The one who has the “fear of the Lord” and the “knowledge of the Holy One” cannot get low enough before their master and king.  Pride in any form is an impossibility.  To be entirely bowled over by the person of God read Job 38-41 then Matthew 26:37- 27:51.

 “The twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne, and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say: ‘You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being.’”        Revelation 4:10-11


Suck Rug

 
Holy, Righteous, Perfect in everything every way

Your are Mighty and I fall on my face

Holy, Righteous, Upright,

and Faithful from age to age

I am Your child and I fall on my face

 

I can not rise when I am in Your presence

I am unworthy, still You call me son

I can not rise when You touch me with love

For I have failed

 

But still You're…